for the past 5 weeks and 3 days this blog and these pictures have turned from my hobby and passion to my healing tool. i have never experienced heartbreak or heartache like what i have now and will probably for the rest of my life. taking pictures is still a huge passion of mine and i still yearn to become a better photographer, but this season that i am in life has brought me to try to find joy and excitement behind the lens. i hope and pray that through these one picture posts that you see the hurt, pain, laughter,confusion, loneliness, anger, uncertainty, love and heartache that i am going through. why? because then i will be accomplishing what i wanted to accomplish.. you will be seeing life through my eyes and the way i see the world right now….

i hope this reaches you..
“everyone keeps saying. nothing helps but time. time is all i own. the timings stop replaying over in my mind. i watch the hours slow down. so i crawl underneath my blanket. where i can hide away. i know i can’t take it. cause i see now its just one of those days.” -joshua radin



“life has a way, of wearing down your skin, building you up.. knocking down again. what did it take? to finally break you down, you used to cry, can’t even do that now.”-sean mcconnell